Know how they always say things make sense in retrospect. Or how dots can only be connected looking backwards, But who knows what your life would have been had you made a different decision at any of those deciding moments. Of course you will never know! Nobody will ever know! The only path you know is the one you have walked on. There is no way you could even imagine how different the life could have been! So I wonder what else could you do rather than just trying to make a sense of your life by connecting the dots backwards? The only thing that I can think of is - try to experience as many different things as you can! You never know what you may like! Never know what may catch your imagination! Of course if you like something and decide to follow it - in retrospect, after years, it'd just seem so natural of you to have followed that path. But the thing is there could have been so many things that you could have liked much more but never crossed paths with and never had a chance to know.